darkroom.

so tell me what it is

that you want that, 

that you don't have

contemplating everything

i'm questioning who i am

in these wars i'm living in

i might scream, but they

won't hear this hurricane

that's some love

i mix with pain

doubt some shit

won't be the same

that's some rain that

comforts me on these walks

i take outside the frame

i'm so used to the cycle

i don't really tell nobody

i'm close to the edge,

and i might fall

running from 

something years ago

i don't even know

how to slow down

i'm anticipating

the crossroads

and i'm asking god

where to turn now

it's 3 in the morning

and i do this everyday

my thoughts get lost

in this dark room

'til the sunrise washes

the mourn away

i heard there's beauty

in the struggle

i heard it's sweet

it's subtle

light falls down this tunnel

run until i lose my shadow

i may just trip on

some faith in here

i thought i was running

for life, but in truth,

i was running in fear

this was never how

it used to be

i loved you before

i learned to love me

i tried to confide in friends,

but they taught me that

that was naive

taught me to cover my

sleeves and fall in my

knees and to look up

in the sky and lean

run, run, run..

i'm tryna find me

yeah, made it to the river -

tryna find some peace

yeah, watching a black sky

turn into a butterfly

fly, fly, fly away...

let me go of yesterday -

and i've never seen it like this,

never seen in like this before

and god, if i changed my mind,

i would never see this, i'm sure